Tired.

Yes. I know. It’s been long that I have post anything on my blog since the school started. Was really busy with school and stuff, which lead me saying this, tired. i was physically and mentally tired throughout. It just seems like sleep will always be the last thing in my mind and work come first. Well, I shall not complain. It’s my last sem and I want to give it my best.
Just half of the sem, many things happened. Unexpected from me. Well, I guess it’s just that I didn’t look much into it. Well, my of my friends tell me that. And now then I realize it. I guess I didn’t pay much attention to it. That’s why it lead to the result of this. Not really a serious stuff, just that if I don’t amend it in time, it won’t benefit me at all in the future.
All right guys, I realize it. I will do my best to amend it. It won’t be possible to change it all at one go, but slowly bit by bit.
I really thank you all for giving me the chance, and I’m sure I learn something from it this time round.

Timetable.

New Timetable are out. Means Year 3 Sem 1 is coming. Crap. I don’t want it to come so fast. Damn….. but then no choice. Because what have to come have to come. And this is going to be a tough one.
Can I survive throughout it?

Lots to say but don’t know where to begin.

Well. Yes. i got lots to say just that I don’t know where to begin.
Lots of event happen. Something I will remain silent for it.
Well. I didn’t blog for a long time I realise.
Have projects, tests, CNY……………… Lots of reason (excuses!) Haha!
Hmmm……
Projects are all done (thank god! oh my), exams are what it’s left behind.
This sem’s projects makes a very deep mark in my memory. I will not forget this sem’s project. It’s will remain in my memory for long. Not something good. Not something bad. It’s a experience. I will cherish the pervious one better.
Well, CNY! Hmmm. not mush different as I feel no mood for it. Maybe it’s due to the exams coming. But then for sure I enjoyed myself alot. It was a long one thought, 4 days! Haha.
Watched a movie during CNY also.
It’s a great great world.
Nice movie! I like it very much. It shows how our parents life in in the past and what they play, how was it like in that time.

Ok. side track.
I felt that human are scary. You don’t know each and everyone’s mindset. Some are good, some are bad, some are evil, some are kind, some are real but some they act. You won’t know if the person is acting or not even thought you all are very good friend. Talking everything under the sun. Still. You won’t know what the person is really thinking. Scary isn’t it?
Well…. It’s life. That’s what I always told myself.
But then I will ask, “why can we just be our real self? Without the evil thoughts, not thinking how to benefit from something and do something bad out of it.”
Well, I don’t think it will come true. Human are all selfish, scary and is the best actor/actress in the whole wide world.
Well, you might not agree to what I say, but then think back,
Didn’t you meet this kind of people before?
Haha. Think twice.
Ok ok. no more of those things.
Well, I think this post will come to a end.

Well, I think I should just stop hoping and move on. Shouldn’t I?

Don’t Know.

Really. I don’t know what should, can, will, want, might post.
I don’t know what to write.
Somethings I write here might end up something big else where.
I just want everyone who might have the cjance to look at this post.
Sometimes it’s just me myself that shows out the behaviour of mine.
But there are just sometimes that I will really act till the extend that you might really think that’s the real side of my. Or I should say that I put on a mask for it.
Sometimes, what you see of what I do might not be the one real thing that I want to show out. To act it in a way that doesn’t seems to be the real side of me, sometimes might be the result that I want.
I don’t want to real side of me as I don’t want to make the situation worse.
Believe it or not, most of the time you might not see the real side.
I know someof you after looking at this post you will be like ” crap….. Teck Liang. What kind of rubbish are you talking about man. “
As I said, Believe it or not.

What A day!

How was the day for you today? Me? Certainly is not a day for me.
Morning was nearly late for class due to my stomach pain. Went to take a cab. Then at the end of the day, went to bowling, rent the bowling shoe. When the game finish, went to collect my shoe, found that the counter person mistaken my shoe with someone else and gave it to other person. And leave me with a same brand, same colour, but not the same size shoe for me. The manager yet says that they will not pay for my shoe which is lost. What?! Not I lost it in your place but is YOUR people who lost it.
It was just not my day today. Or maybe things are trying to test my patient. Never mind…..

Definition

Right….. Seems long that I have blog. Well, all have know that school for poly have all started. And this is the 2nd week of school already. Well, lots of things have happen and change. No matter how well you have plan for the future, or how you expect the things to be done or work in the way you wanted, somehow it will change when things get going. The most important thing that you ahould do or work with is to adapt to the changes around you and try your best to work out of it and continue on with your life. Somethings is not the things changes for you, but is you have to change yourself or as I said, adapt to it.

Definition.
Don’t you agree that all things have a definition for it? Sometime we agree and continue to believe the definition of that thing, but of course sometime we don’t.
Sometimes, definition is just something that we gave it to the person or things. The purpose of that thing is actually how you look at it. If you look at it as a very good, well done, or very useful, it will turn out to be useful to you and even it will make your day. But, if you look at it as a not useful, bad, or even you think that it will harm you in a way or other, it will of course turn out to be bad. It’s the way of how you look at things.

Ok. Well, Just want to write out how I feel. Back to how I am these few weeks. Lots of birthday in this month isn’t it. Haha. October babies. Well for school, Week 2 going to end and next week will be week 3! Time is passing so fast! Year 2 Sem 2. Wow. In week 5 to 8, I will be out for attachment again. This time round is still in SGH but going to Ward 64.

Ok. I think this will be all for the day. Hope that I will blog more, provided that I have time to. Haha. Oh ya! Happy Halloween to all! Enjoy your night and weekends.

First.

Ok.
After tomorrow it will be the end of my “first” week of holiday. This week seems to be quite fun. Met up friends for dinner, played pool, steamboat…… Lots of fun. Well, this also mean I had end my 3 weeks of attachment. Let’s talk about the attachment first.
Well….. I would say that it was fun and learn lots of things in this attachment. Maybe it’s because I learn more skills and things that leads me to can do more things, which make me felt more busy working in the ward. Besides that, I really learn more thing, skill. Met more friends and staff. So I would say it’s quite enjoyable. Haha. Well, I hope the next one will be the same as this.
Ok, back to the holiday. I will look forward to the coming weeks. More meet up and stuff. Well, this week met up with friends.
Also meet up with Sherwin for a dinner. We went to Settlers Cafe . Played games and talk about each other’s life and stuff. Oh yes, Thanks for the cake too! They were so nice and I love the chocolate. Really had fun and lots of happy stuff happen. Haha.

Ok well, that’s all for now. Will have more to update next week. Enjoy your weekend.

Parent. Children.

Today, one of patient standing at the door of the room, looking out to the pathway when people walk in to the ward. It was about 7 plus in the evening. I ask him “Why are you standing here uncle?” Guess what he reply me? ” I’m waiting for my children. They called and say they are coming to visit me *Smiling* ” And his children was about 30 plus years old.
This reply make me think about through out the shift.
No matter how old are you or how mature are you, to your parents, in oyur parents’ eyes, you are still their children, like a baby.
There are times where you will quarrel with them, having misunderstand between you and them.
But have you thought of or recall back what they had done for you?
Things may change, world may change but the relationship between you and them will not change.
Cherish them now when you can. Don’t wait till there are gone and then you regret and cry about it.
By then it will be too late.
I know it might be difficult for all, but for some may not.
But no matter what, this is something we should do and must do.
Even for me it’s difficult, but from now, I will try.
Well, that’s all for today.
Cherish will be the word for today.

End of the week.

Now, so fast it is the end of the week. And do you know what does this means?
It means that…………. Tomorrow is MONDAY!!!
Oh god. Weekends past so fast and yet weekdays pass so slow!
Never mind. Hope that I will have a great week ahead. (I hope)
Tomorrow will be the start of 2nd week of attachment. And after that will be the 3rd week. And then it will be HOLIDAY! (Even thought that it’s only 2 weeks.) Oh well, better than nothing at all.
Soon, Year 2 Sem 2 will start again. And so fast! It’s year 2 Sem 2. Entering NYP as a Year 1 Sem 1 student seems like it just happened yesterday. Oh well, it can’t be help.

All right, that’s all for today. Have a great week ahead!

Nurses. Patients.

Nurses, a wonderful job yet not so wonderful at the same time. It’s wonderful because it helps to save patients/peoples’ life. Not so wonderful as it’s a challenging, difficult, tiring and stressful job. You will need to be sandwich in between of doctor, patients and patient’s relative. A slight mistake and that’s it to you. It need you to be 24/7 standby and also be alert for everything that you do. But yet, when you see your patient recover back to a healthy person, saying thank you for taking care of him/her, and also that smile that they give you, you will forget all the difficulties that you have met. A smile and a thank you from them will just brighter up your day.

Patients, a position that no one in this world will want to be in. Having the sickness and illness that stay with you, you will like to drive them all off away. Today, just before I end my shift, one of my patient can’t get to sleep. I asked him why and guess what he told me. “Aiya… How can I get into sleep. The heart arteries are block. Illness with me all the time. Me being sick and old. With all these problems, how can I just get into sleep like normal people?” After I heard what he said, I felt so sad and loss. I can’t help him to do anything to get him by to a normal, healthy life. I only can tell him, “Don’t think so much for now, get a good night sleep and eveything are going to be fine.” A sigh from him is heard after hearing what I say. He knows that what I said is not going to be true. I’m just comfort him only. True, what I said was just comforting him. But beside that, I can’t do anything else.

Nurses and Patients. One relationship that will never break off. If you are sick, you need a nurse to help and nurse you. 生老病死是人生必经之路. 任何人都避不开的.

So, cherish your loved ones, family members, parents, and friends beside you. Don’t wait till they are gone then you regret. Because by then, it will be too late.